Determination 2!

Ok ok. This is to explain why I put a title "Determination" on my previous, previous entry. For a very long time, I thought my weakness was my discipline, or the lack of it. But after praying to overcome this issue for some years, God reveal to me that my problem was not my lack of discipline, but it's my lack of determination. Well, the lack of discipline is a problem, but it is caused by my lack of determination. So the root of the problem in me is my determination. That's why I put "Determination" as the title of my 1st post of the year and the display name on my MSN Messenger. It is to remind me of what God has spoken to me few weeks ago. And I'm still trying to improve myself in this area (no improvement yet). So there you have it, the reason for "Determination". If you have any idea on how to have or improve ones determination, please add it in the comments. Will definately appreciate it. =) God has His timing. KK

Corrinne May

Uploaded some pictures from Corrinne May's concert. A bit back dated but what to do, I'm a procrastinator. Kekekeke The concert was marvelous. She sang 3 new songs to be included in her new album. The last song that she sang was "Beautiful Seed" which to me, referring to Jesus as the Beautiful Seed that make chnages in lives. It's beautiful.

(L-R) Steven, Janet and Corrinne.

This is Benny with Corrinne.

Lastly, Corrinne with me.

Determination!

It's been very very long since my last entry. Didn't bother at first as I only like to read and not write. Writing's not in my blood. You see, I'm a programmer by profession. Most of the things I write (80% of it) are computer codes. These are structured programming language, not any creative or spontaneous writing. BUT, I am inspired by some of the blogs that i came across lately, so here I am, adding entries to my blog. This blog was started in mid 2004 when my boss then, did a search on google to see if he can find his name listed anywhere. Well, none found. So he proceed to try our colleagues' names in google, and two names were found to be listed. One was on a University's news and the other on a blog. Hence he started his own blog hoping the next time he do a search on his name, he'll be able to find at least one listing. And I follow suite. =) Many things happen this year. Jan had Chinese New Year and I went back to Malaysia. Eat, sleep and watch TV occupied 80% of my time back home. But other than sleep, I did it all with together with my family. Missed them alot. Then back to Singapore, had to study for my exams. Took one week off to do just that. After my exams, went for Corrinne May's concert. It was fantastic! The first movie I watched this year is "Fearless". I'll give it a rating of 4 out of 5 stars. I found it to be quite touching and to be frank, I was on the verge of tearing. Kekekeke... why I was touch by the friendship shown in the movie. I'm always away from my family so friends have become very important to me. Had many nightmares too. Just had one on Sunday and another on Monday. I was woken up by one in the middle of the night and I can't stop praying after that. It was freaking scary that I felt like the devil was in my room. All I can do was to recite verses that I remember and pray for those I loved. Well, in the dream, few of my loved one were murdered and more were going to be murdered. That's the thing that make me scare. I don't want to loose anyone I love to the devil. Had Ministry Vision Nite on Tuesday lead by Ps Lawrence. Was very sleepy becase of the nightmare I had and didn't have enough sleep. So during the teaching, I make myself awake by imagining things. Like for instance, I imagined John Trovolta doing his Saturday Nite Fever dancing. Well, not to be chicky, but that's to remember the Ps LO's points. When John pointing his finger into the sky - it's point one, Aim high! Then John points down - Pay Now, and up again - Play Later! That's point two - Pay Now, Play Later! And John point down again - Decide Now! You got what I mean? =D And for this title, "Determination", I'll explain later. Kekekeke... Ciao!